Everything is blank, the colors of the wind, the love that I share with you and everyday it seems as if I’m losing you. The love and affection is gone and all that’s left is the pain without your kiss, your embrace, your touch but what I remember most is the memories of how much love we shared with each other. You promised you wouldn’t leave me and you told me that you would forever love me but here I am on drink number 12 and all I feel is the pain and the constant reminders of how much you hurt me. I am usually able to forgive but you hurt me to the point where I am numb. nothing is safe, nothing is clear, nothing is clear and I am alone with nothing but the feeling of being numb.